For the Christian, walking in close intimacy with God is the most rewarding way to live. I am never more joyful and at peace when I remain in fellowship with Him. But unfortunately, it’s not always easy.
I’m a first-born child with a type A personality. All my life, I’ve felt the demand to accomplish tasks expected of me. There’s also a bit of OCD in the mix too. Therefore, I take the job of being a Christian seriously. Too seriously. But what’s wrong with that?
The prayer list from church, the prayer needs I read about on Facebook, our country that needs a revival, these and many more weigh on me. Sometimes I practice self-talk and say that if I don’t pray enough, God might not be pleased with me. What else? Sending get well and sympathy cards, calling friends who need encouragement. What if I skipped somebody? Is this pointing to legalism? I think it is.
So, what’s the answer? While all of those things are important, I allow the sense of obligation to stand between me and a close walk with God. I need to take to heart when God says “Be still and know that I am God.” And “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and He will direct your path.”
I am slowly learning the Christian walk is not about me but about God.
I can do nothing to improve my status before God. When I relax and allow God to work, He’ll place His will in my heart—at His perfect pace. When I’m totally resting and trusting in Him, that’s what pleases Him.
“Direct my footsteps according to Your word. Let no sin rule over me.” Psalms 119:133.
Dear Lord, I thank You for the peace that passes understanding. There is nothing I can do in my own strength that will improve my relationship with You. This life is all about You and not about me. Help me to keep this perspective daily.